Listening to: If you can dream
Reading: Until you
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So, at last I've started my internship as a doctor. It's a whole new experience. I just want to share some.
At first, you know as a doctor, we've a great responsiblity, specially when you're a new one. You just can't imagine how it really feels like.
We have to work at least 16 hours a day (weird?) I almost chocked when I learned I've to work 365 days of the year. OMG! I just calculated when I'll do arts or writing. Well, forget that.
The first sweet experience, when my teachers suddenly turn into my collegues. Well, at first it feels a bit weird.
Then when I enter in the wards, wearing white apron, people just give me a look. My first patient was an elderly one. He just blinks at me for a few seconds and then says, "Well, girlie, are you really a doctor? OMG! you look like you're just out of high school!"
How can I make him to trust me?
I've a bitter memory when I saw a patent of mine died before me. He had no one. he was so friendly. I just talked with for a few minutes, but already I got fond of him.
The sweetest of all when I first delivered a baby from one omy patients. She gave birth to twins. I just can't forget her heveanly smile.
Well, in just one week of my intership as a doctor, I learned so much. And I grow up mentally. It's just so wonderful, a bit busy, with huge responsibility, but I really love the experiences I gather. I like the inside view of my patients, not only their diseases. I love my new life.